My stomach is churning... ay ay ay...
When I am filled with shame and I just wish the ground would open up and swallow me whole ... ay ay ay
When I saw the edge of life and death up close... ay ay ay
Doubts, uncertainties... ay ay ay
\When motivation leaves me and I do not know how to move forward... ay ay ay
When everything hits the fan... ay ay ay
Ay ay ay is about vulnerability and the strategies we use to protect ourselves.
Hiding and staying still to pretend you are dead or moving nonstop to give the impression that you are alive... ay ay ay...